Ashleymf22

For got all about this site with all the stuff that has been going on. Started back up with WW last Friday. Doing good so far found out yesterday never going to eat reg. ice cream again not worth the points. Walked last night on my treadmill for the first time in a year. Hoping to get off my medication.

Lets see what have I been up to!! Kids and boyfriend are back to school, had a miscarriage on Sept.30th. Bysides my mom’s death I think that was the 2nd worst day of my life. hoping to lose some weight and try again in maybe January of Feburary. Not sure yet!!

Well here I go again. Starting a new beginning on trying to lose weight. I start TOPS on Wednesday. I have a treadmill and 3 dogs that would loved to be walked okay maybe the 2 big ones not the new puppy she is kinda tiny for that (3pounds). Got in through the bf head that I am doing it this time and there will be no messing up or starting over. So here I go!!!!

Well in the past 4 months now I have put on 20 pounds. Yep that is right 20 pounds. Were did I go wrong. I have no motivation to get moving. We are planning on trying to have baby number 4 in about 5 months. I need to drop at east 40 pounds by then. I am purchasing a treadmil here in a couple of days. The bf has to find the right one that he likes too. I would to walk outside but it is still a little to cold for the 2 year old to be out in it.

Does anyone have any good ideas that would get someone motivated??

I think I am gonna die. My head is killing me. I was drinking at least 4 cans of pop a day. Reg. pop at that. I didn’t have any resterday and non today. Started doing the Fat Smash Diet. Going okay so far. I can have lots of fruit and I love fruit. Pretty much only meat I am eating is chicken. Can’t have red meat for awhile. Now I need to get my butt moving and go for walks and what not. Okay well better go my 3rd shift person will be here soon and that I means I get to go home!!!!

OMG I am gonna hurt someone. My middle daughter(trouble maker)is driving me crazy. I never realized how big her mouth really is. The past few weeeks all she had done is yell and bitch about anything and anyone. She is only 6. She wants to go play with friends at 7:30 am, she wants her sister to go with and the oldest does not want to go. She thinks she has to have the last word in everything. Most times its I HATE YOU!!! I am gonna ship her to China if she doesn’t stop.

Anyways about weight now. Going to start back up on WW with my sister as soon as she has baby Miles. Hopefully tomorrow she goes in at 8am. We are both in a wedding in February. But I need to get going I only have 118 days or so till Cancun. I am gonna start walking my dogs or they are gonna walk me more like it. They are 13 weeks old and about 30 to 40 pounds. They love walks. Anyways got to prove to the boyfriend that I am gonna do it this time!!!!

Well 158 days till Cancun and dieting is the last thing on my mind. We are no where near being done with the remodling of the house and we told the park manager we would be out of our trailer by the end of July. I decided to get a job. Not good timing on my part at all. But it is lots of fun(except the 3 rd shifts on Fridays) nothing to do everyone is in bed so here I sit picking my nose(not really) you know what I mean. We can’t sleep. I am now certified to give out meds. Had to take a 14 hour class and test out. Got a 90% on written and 100% on the oral. Only really needed to know about 3 mins. of the class to do what I do but hey got paid to sit for those 14 hours. We get our puppies in a few weeks. Pics are on my myspace under Ashley Foelske. They are French Masstiffs. They are going to be hudge. They will look like the dog off of Tunner and Hootch. My kids can’t wait. The little boy has to be over 30 pounds already and they are only 10 weeks old.

We painted today and got the living room, dinning room, and the older 2 girls room painted. Let me tell you the girls room is loud hot pink and I am tired of the color already. Just did the other 2 rooms in tan. Prob gonna do the kitchen in that too. Josh is working on the bathroom he had to take the floors out well just about everything out but the bathtub. Next to paint is Anna’s room and it’s going to be light purple with lots fo tinkerbell things. We still have a lot to do in the basement but that can wait till we move in.

It’s almost 4 am only 3 hours till I can go home. Gonna do some sleeping then some shopping, then some swimming!!!

I have tried everything. Asprin,neck cracking, and all that other crap. how do you get rid of them. I have one every day at least 6 hours a day.

Parts of Iowa got hit real bad last night by a bad tornado. It leveled a town about 15 miles from my house. My cousins bf’s grandparents are okay but lost everything. We didn’t get hit it missed us by 5 miles.  So far they have only said 4 deaths but are still missing a few. Thank you to all.

I have seen a lot and read a lot about it so I am gonna give it a try. Besides I like tea and it’s good for you(the kind without all the sugar). You just drink it 2 times a day and eat healthy. They give you a menu to follow. Well can’t wait and I will let you know how it goes!!

My day started off with a bang my 5 year old decided she didn’t want to wear her pants. I got her out the door ans started getting ready to do some running and got some picking up done and then went to walk out the door to put stuff in the van and I have a flat tire!! ARE YOU KIDDING ME!! Called thebf cause he has a break at school and yep you guessed it he doesn’t have his phone on. I have told him to please while you are on break leave it on just in case something would happen. I could rip his member off right now. But I want more kids. So at this point I am pissed more then ever and it is time for lunch. I wanted to call for take out but then I say no to myself why would you do that. So I made a better choice and made something alot better for me.

I am feeling a little better but I am still gonna hurt the boyfriend!!