Ashleymf22

So I went shopping today and I found stuff that I like that do not consits or jeans and t-shirts! YEAH !! I have been doing good on my diet and watching what I eat. I am only going to step on the scale once a week(Monday morning that is). Saturday will be the real test I have my cousins wedding reception and there will be lots to eat and drink. The good thing about the drinking thing is that I am my boyfriends DD since it is his turn to drink. We take turns when we go out on who gets to drink and who is the DD. Besides I am going to video tape and that is always great fun. Well better go it is almost 12:30 and I really need to get to bed the baby will be up around 7:00 or so. Thank heavens the weekend is coming so daddy gets to get up with her and I get to sleep in. I love weekends!

Well the past two days have gone very well!! I have watched what I eat and have been drinking lots of water!!

Its kinda odd that when someone you are very close to passes away. July 1st will be 5 months since my mom passed and it feels as if she was never around. My sis ter left me a text today and said she was feeling the same way. People always say it will get better sa the time goes on but yet I find myself crying at least once a day just thinking of her. My oldest daughter is the same way she will see something or say something that remindes her of her nana(is what she called her) and she has little break downs. Monday we stopped at my parents house just to pick something up and the girls ran in and got it for me and they realized my moms dog (who was Adrianna’s b-day present) was gone. My dad had to give her away cause he was never home and she is a big dog and needed someone to run her. Just little things we notice remind us of her. It just seems hard to understand how we will make it without her she is what kept our family together. I guess it is a good thing that my siblings and I are close. I feel bad for my dad but like I have told many people we never had a close relationship with him he did lots to push us away when we were kids so why start one now. I don’t know what to do!

So I am thinking about starting WW. I joined back in 2000 when my first daughter was born I think I went 1 time and that was it. Just wondering what people’s thought were on there program and if you like it? I want to join not only for losing weight but also for getting out and doing something without kids nagging at me. I need to be shown how to eat right and find something besides chicken to eat. Since it has been nice enough out to grill I have been doing grilled chicken and after about 3 months it is getting old.

So if anyone has any good advise let me know.THANK YOU!!

Ashley

So I started riding my bike again and oh man does my butt hurt. I have taken all 3 girls on a bike ride the past 2 nights and they love it but my body is not. Oh well it is good for me!