Ashleymf22

Oh thought I was pregnant. I am 5 days late so I took a test it said no but for some reason I feel sick in the morning and I am very tired. Wow 4 kids would be kinda fun. Anna just turned 1 so it is kinda early to have another baby. I think the bf was kinda disappointed that I wasn’t . O’well.

Well everone have a good week and HAppy Halloween!!!

Well I did real good yesterday and okay today. I had take put for dinner tonight but I controlled myself. I would like th thank my mom for my love of Chinese food and how not good it is for you unless you cook it for yourself. I need to go get groceries thta way I don’t have to order out. I just need someone to cook for me who knows how to cook healthy food. Josh knows how to cook but he isn’t home  alot at night and when he is he doesn’t want to do alot. Why is it that healthy food cost so much.

Yes that is right my house is clean yeah. I am having a passions party in about 2 weeks so I am starting my cleaning NOW!!! Started Shampooing the carpet and got the older two girls room cleaned up now I just have to keep Savanna(middle child) out of it because it takes her 2 sec. to mess up a room.

I have done good so far today as far as food goes. I helps that I am staying active with cleaning and the 7 loads of laundry. Well better get back at it kids will be home soon!!

Okay I am getting my head out of my butt and getting real. It is a life change not a DIET. The bf is somewhat on tract with me and helping kinda. We have been the past few weeks calling each other fatty( I know it doesn’t sound nice but hey it helps) whenever we eat something we don’t need. Tomorrow is going to be hard because my sister,some of my cousins, and myself are goiong to my partents house to go through some of my moms stuff and keeping what we want and getting the rest ready for a garage sale in the spring it is going to be very emotional and going to suck but it needs to be done. Anyways I am looking for some insperational(I know spelling sucks) words on the Life change and some good ideas on self control!!

Well Adrianna is home and doing well. She had 5 teeth pulled this morning and is doing well. I can’t believe how hard it is to see your child in pain, her first iv didn’t take so they had to swith to the other hand and then when she came back into the room and was throwing up. But know that she is home and doing well.

Well better go time for bed!!

I have a darn cold this week and don’t want to do anything but sleep and watch tv. My 1 year old has a cold also. Thursday I am taking my oldest daughter to get 8 teeth pulled and hopefully I am better by then so I can take care of her. Lets also hope that my middle daughter doesn’t get sick in the next few days cause when she is sick the whole world has come to an end.

I have to weigh in tomorrow at TOPS and I have no clue how I am going to do.

Why Does losing weight have to be so hard. it is not hard to gain it!

Well my compter has been down for 2 weeks and boy has it been a long two weeks. I have been doing well!! How has all my buddies been doing?? Would love to hear from you!

Well my weight loss(life change) is going good, but my relationship with my Boyfriend is sucking. We hardly see each other because he is going to school full time and working full time. By thie time he gets off work it is 11 pm and the last thing he wants to do is spend anytime with me. It is either on the computer or watching tv and  by then I am ready for bed since I am  up at 7 dealing with kids. When we do talk he tries to pick a fight. Like today he was home for a half hour and he wanted to fight on why I didn’t go somewhere to get pumpkins. Come on are you kidding me? I just said I didn’t have time and that is all I said and he had a cow. Seems like no matter what I do or say he wants to make a fight about it. I have tried asking what is or what I need to do to make him happy but he wont talk abouot it!! I don’t know what to do anyone have any advice for me!!! Thanks ~Ashley!

Well my youngest daughter turns 1 on the 13. In the past year a lot has happened; my mom past away 8 months ago, my daughters are going to a new school and they love it, my bf started school and got a new job. I have pullled my head out of my butt and started TOPS and am trying to lose weight. This week has been really good I am keeping a food journal and I am liking it a lot!! Now I just need to get my butt out and do some exercise!!